My Season of 9: Learning to Let Go

2025 = 9 • Co-Created by Maleika Rene'

About 9 weeks ago I made a painful decision to let go of something I passionately wanted to do.

It was my way of being creative and innovative. My way of stabilizing my nervous system and quieting my inner voice. My way of escaping a diagnosis that has no cure.

I love ideas that become. It’s deeply fascinating to me and fills my space with light, love and hope!

Yet, the decision was between my mental and physical well being OR being bullied, abused and extremely mistreated in public. I actually tried and was committed to deal with the latter until my health took a sharp turn for the worse. Whenever my medical team has to get involved it’s a problem. Whenever the noise around me becomes dark, the decision became simple.

Co-Created by Maleika Rene'

There has been a cloud of darkness looming for months and it’s so thick, toxic and potent that it is suffocating. The best way to visualize this is Branch in Trolls, before he turned into a cute rainbow or even Pigpen in Peanuts, who walks with dirt clouds around him. It just lingers and tries to attach itself to any light source. But especially the bright ones.

There are points on the journey when you have to save yourself. Think about it, I will be hospitalized or worse…dead and not a tear will be shed by the darkness. Not a care given. And life will continue. They will find another soul to batter and torcher because the reality is, it is just who they are.

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Most of us have had a dark soul on our journeys. Often times there are multiple along the way. They are usually placed strategically for gems that we need on our future path. Keys that unlock the next level. Clues that will turn into light as we need it.

But this one…this soul is darker than most. This darkness is deeply rooted in traumas. Multiple levels of trauma that have no clue or concept on how to turn into light. Trauma that is so deep it loses all sense of reality and truth.

And what do you do with that? Release it! Allow it to stay lost. Recognize that it is not your assignment. Its purpose was served. Lesson learned. Release it. Let it go!

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9 symbolizes completeness and the end of a cycle. 9 represents wisdom, universal love, and humanitarianism.  It is known as the conclusion of a divine plan or spiritual journey.

You see the connection.

We are in the 9th month of 2025 that also works out to be 9. It is complete. This is the best time, the right time to do a complete life audit. Take a deep look into every aspect of life and remove all that is no longer serving the journey. Releasing relationships. Activities. Places. Health. And so much more.

9 months ago started the journey to now. Beginning 2025 with spiritual led manifestations that are coming to fruition. God is good! I remain humble and eternally grateful for every lesson and blessing on my journey. Yes, the valleys, the lessons have been low this year. And very very dark. And still I trust my spirit guides, my ancestors, my spirit animals, the Holy Spirit, Latanya and most importantly, me. I trust the discernment God has blessed me with. I am not alone on this journey. And absolutely nothing will deter me from doing God’s work.

In this special season of 9 and completion, as the darkness fades into nothingness…

"I command all energies not of my highest good to leave my field now.

Darkness, I command every energetic imprint you left to dissolve. You are not allowed to hide in my cells."

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Season 4 starts this week and what an amazing special time to start back. Beginning with the Fall equinox and ending right after the winter solstice and on the eve of 2026. Magic! This upcoming season of Mon Journée, my weekly podcast; I’m going to dive deep into cleaning up my life from all aspects so that I’m aligning with my true purpose without any noise. I hope you will join me in doing the same. Let’s do a life audit together right in time for the new year.

Let’s complete 2025 with a clean heart and pure love in our souls.

"I invite only beings of divine light to support and shield me. I release all that is not mine to carry."

You see 9 is also a springboard into what the universe has next. When something ends, there is always something new to begin. New people. New places. New events. All things covered and sent on purpose for the ascension. I am ready.

Maleika Rene'

🎶 Rocket Love by Stevie Wonder